Hey all,
This is the hardest post I'm going to ever write, I'm not going to try keep it short, you guys all deserve to know everything.
You may be wondering, "why am I leaving Fade now? We're at such a strong point". I just don't feel the excitement, enjoyment, fun, I used to have. Fade is not the same for me anymore. With the same members. It is no one's fault, but mine. I'm messed up this way, and I've been feeling this way for weeks now. But man, I'm leaving Fade on the 1 year anniversary month. I feel terrible. My hands are actually shaking typing this.
And, I know the clan will do well without me, I only brought this clan up on it's feet again, I think Nightmare alone can handle it, or FP can do some promoting where she feels necessary, I don't know, but what I ask from all of you guys. Is to not hate me. Please don't. Don't mock me either. It makes me feel so much more worse than I am.
But, I know I'm going to be happy again after a while, I'm sure of it, all of you guys, I love you all so much. I just want to spend my time with you without actually being in the clan.
To all the Fades, the Council, the SoLaris (JrFade), and to Fp., if the clan does ever fall, please don't give up. Fade has been alive for nearly 1 year, and is almost stronger than ever. Semper Immortalis. [Ever Immortal]. I love you all so much, I love this clan so much.
To me, I don't know what's going to happen. I probably won't join another clan, unless it's next to perfect :/. And when people trash Fade, I'm still going to defend you guys, because whether or not I'm in this clan, I was a part of it's rebuild.
No need to go through the hard parts, I already left the clan on asr-games, I chaned my IGN, I removed myself from the roster on the channel descripton, and I unsubscribed from the Fadenation.team-talk.net group.
And with that, I'll end the hardest post I've ever had to write. I will just repeat my only request. Don't hate me for this. I know I'm terrible for doing this, but please don't give me the reminder.
I love you all, I know the clan will stay strong forever. Semper Immortalis.
<3, Echo.